Monday, 20 May 2013

Bagrophobia?

 
There’s been a lot of anger on the internet lately – particularly on Twitter – about people’s use of language.  Mostly I don’t mind what language people use as long as they’re not being stupid about it.  Ultimately though, I’m unlikely to be the person tweeting you and claiming to be the arbiter of such things.  There are 3 pieces written by people I like a lot that cover this subject brilliantly, and to which I don’t need to add anything.* Except to say that, as a writer and believer in free speech, I’m mostly happy to let people use whatever language suits them. 

But a few nights ago – might be longer, might be a week or two; I’ve been taking pethidine a fair bit lately -   I saw a tweet that I really did object to.  Someone I follow was discussing somebody who had done a bad thing with somebody I don’t, and I read the whole thread, only to find the person I don’t follow – and never would now –had tweeted that this ‘bad’ person was ‘a colostomy bag filled with hate.’  Actually, I should put that on a line of it’s own; it’s that infuriating.

‘A colostomy bag full of hate’

Where to start?  What did this tweeter think she was doing?  Did she think she was being funny? Clever? Original? Using her 140 character limit to its best effect?  Well, fuck you lady tweeting woman, because you’ve just found the bit of language I am offended by.

You’ve just reminded me why I started writing this blog in the first place, and why I shouldn’t stop, and why I should try to get people to read it from the beginning.  You made me see that I’ve failed in my mission to normalise what’s happened to me and thousands of other people like me.  Obviously, I realised my one little blog wouldn’t change the world, but I had hoped I was part of something bigger; a little ripple in the sea of changing understanding.

You seem to honestly think that this is a disablist bit of language nobody will mind you using.  Well they will.  I do.  Would you say a wheelchair full of hate?  A prosthetic leg full of hate?   No, of course you wouldn’t.  I don’t think you’re stupid. But you think this is ok.  And I think I know why; I think it’s because a colostomy bag is full of poo.  And poo is funny.  Well yes, poo is funny.  Taking the piss out of people who discharge it in a different way from you is not your place.  I can do it.  Anyone with a bag can do it.  My friends can do it to me, but you can’t. You can’t arbitrarily use it as a term of derision.  As a way to sneer.  As the most hideous way you can think of to describe a person. 

Obviously, I could have taken this woman to task at the time, but I don’t know her, she doesn’t know me, and it would come at her out of nowhere.  Maybe writing a post about it, and not giving her the right of reply is wrong. To be honest, I don’t care; her tweet is just fuelling the fire of what really concerns me.

I’ve not blogged on a weekly basis as I used to because I felt my story was told.  Every tiny scary, terrifying, gory, uplifting detail of deciding to have a bag, to having the surgery, to having a second surgery to make it all permanent, has been laid out before you, should you choose to read it.  I’ve done my little bit to effect some kind of change, and I do know it’s just a tiny bit.  But now I find myself wondering what the point was, because the prejudice clearly remains.  The concept of a bag as something hilarious and disgusting lives on. My tiny bit is nowhere near enough.

I’m told it was cited on tv as something hideous that could be avoided by eating correctly - by a well-known celebrity doctor, no less.  I didn’t see it myself, but have tweeted him many times asking if it was true, if he really did that, and he hasn’t replied.  A doctor!  Telling the world of people who watch his show that having a bag is disgusting.  If it is true, then we baggies have a lot further to go than we thought.

A young woman I talk to on Facebook – a beautiful, funny, intelligent young woman – was being chatted up in a pub not so long ago, and as it was going so well decided she would disclose her status as a bag wearer.  And the young man who was chatting her up, who clearly found her attractive and engaging, responded in the way we would all hope nobody would ever respond.  He told her he thought that was repulsive, that she was repulsive, and walked away, rejoining his mates at the bar and doubtlessly telling them how very repulsive this gorgeous, brave, lovely young woman was.  She, of course, was devastated.  He, of course, was scum.  But maybe because of ignorance.  Maybe because he doesn’t know enough. Maybe because nobody he knows or cares about has a bag.  Or maybe he’s just scum.

I don’t think the tweeter who used the line that caused me to write this post is scum. I think she’s just ignorant.  I think she hasn’t read all the information that is out there, and why should she have?  I don’t expect her to know.  I do expect her to think though; to be aware that there are people out there – out here – with bags who would really rather they weren’t used as an unfunny line that the user thinks is terribly clever.  It isn’t clever.  It’s horribly unoriginal and really rather dated.  I remember people making colostomy bag references when I was at school, and that was in the 1970s.

For me, my bag is a life-saving, life-changing, amazing, miraculous thing.  Most of us who have them have had our body replumbed as a way to avoid an early death.  And think about that; what an extraordinary thing medicine has created, that a body’s plumbing can be diverted - rerouted, so that it comes out from a whole other place - so that people don’t die.  Not only do we not die; we go on to live lives that we’d forgotten existed.  If you see us in the street, you won’t be able to tell we have bags of any kind.  All you’ll see is someone apparently living a normal life.  What we’ll know is that we can only appear to be doing that – actually be doing that in many cases – because of our bags.  How can that be disgusting? It’s as disgusting as a new heart, or a new kidney, or … well, you get the point.

Of course, in the end, I know it’s a bag of poo.  To me, it’s ‘just’ a bag of poo.  No big deal.  To too many people, still, it’s a filthy/comical/unthinkable bag of – euch – poo.  How I’d love to see that change.

Regular readers will know that I have an ileostomy, and not a colostomy, but even good friends frequently get that wrong; many people don’t know the difference, and that’s fine – I want to normalise bags of poo in all their forms -  you don’t need to know the detailed differences between the two.  I do, obviously, or I’d end up ordering the wrong supplies and the results would be very messy indeed, but otherwise I couldn’t give a toss.  I don’t mind if you don’t know the details of what it does, or how it works and I really don’t care what you call it, as long as you don’t use it as some form of insult.  If you’re going to use it in a joke, and you don’t want to offend anyone, there’s only one rule, and it’s the same rule that I’d apply to any joke – for fuck’s sake, make it funny.



*links to those three excellent pieces about language on the internet, complete with twitter names. Recommended reading:


4 comments:

  1. "...have had our body replumbed as a way to avoid an early death..."

    This is the thing. Many people have had to undergo life-saving measures and treatment - and in many different ways. This stuff they undergo is about saving their life. No small thing.

    So, it's not only offensive and unacceptable when someone else (with whatever issues they may or may not have, or even be aware they have) starts using those very things to create an insult out of it, it's ignorant. It's unfortunate that those people haven't learned otherwise and taken it on board.

    My hope is that, in the end, with information/blogs/stands/tweets like yours and others, they'll be enlightened. I don't hold out unrealistic hope, however. People are either receptive to learning new things or they are not.

    Meanwhile, I ignore that kind of sad attention-seeking, thinking only: "fuck 'em."

    I can't afford (for mine and my family's sake) to get stressed out by others' inadequately-informed views. And neither can anyone whose condition can be made very much worse by stress, of any kind. It could be life or death.

    I'm so glad you posted this.

    Heather xx

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  2. The Rt Hon Jeremy Twunt20 May 2013 13:01

    Interesting post Lee. My predecessor @Lala_Lansley once posted a funny picture of Camoron as part of a caption competition on Twitter and a respect editor of a well know Medical Journal submitted a caption which made a joke about a colostomy bag. He (Lansley)thought this was rather funny and RTd it only to be told off by a health policy academic whom (he later told me)he secretly though rather po-faced. It is not a mistake I will be making should the circumstances arise after reading this well written post.

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  3. Hello, I can see you are as infuriated by some of the offensive posts on twitter, as I am. I occasionally type 'colostomy' into the search section of Twitter and it reveals a huge raft of offensive remarks by some people - most recently one by Piers Morgan. The ignorance of these people is staggering and as you say, some of them don't even know there are various types of ostomy and even talk about a urostomy as if it were also related to the bowel. Even two of the presenters on our daytime TV show, Countdown, recently got on the band-wagon.

    If you do search 'colostomy' on Twitter, you will actually find that some of the quotes are from nurses, which I find quite disturbing, as they really should know better.

    Like you, I'm not an ostomy prude, as my friends and family would testify. I even appeared on the 4th Plinth in Trafalger Square and talked about it, as part of Antony Gormley's 'One and Other' project. (I am also a volunteer at our HIV support group, so threw off information about HIV - and condoms!).

    I think my point is, that people who have suffered painful and life-threatening illness (no matter what it is) and radical surgery - and getting on with their lives as best they can, should be celebrated and not poked fun at.

    All the best
    Willo

    willosworld.wordpress.com

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  4. Very interesting post. Its really awesome. Following you now!

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